And we're off to Utah!!

Yes, we're driving to Utah. From Georgia. Because we are crazy!!!

If you are in Utah, give me a call. We can play. We're probably staying up AF canyon, so if I don't answer my phone it's because I have no reception. So leave a message after the beep and I will call you back!

I think I have an anxiety problem

Whenever Jonah doesn't take a nap, or doesn't fall asleep withing an hour of when he should at night, I totally freak out, and I don't know why!

I know that being a parent means being the definition of patience and flexibility, but for some reason, I cannot relax about this one thing. Luckily Jonah does take a nap and fall asleep when he should about 90-95% of the time so it's usually not a problem. But when he doesn't take his nap, I get super ornery, sometimes cry and basically feel totally helpless, angry, sad, and mostly anxious. Almost like I'm going to have a panic attack. It isn't just being pregnant either. I've been this way since he was born. Nothing else bothers me this way.

I know it isn't a big deal. He is a great sleeper and he gets plenty of rest. So why do I let it affect me so deeply?